Well guys this is long sorry ! My H has kicked19 y.old Partyanimal BIMBO outof Fl. house ad moved back here in MY rented New England home !Am i happy ? No ! He finaly admitted AFFAIIIIR ! Remorseful Hell NO !!! Sorry, NO !!Now he's going off to meet Face toface with internet "Buddy""At least that "friend" is at leas30 shehas 11 yr. old No intamacy for2 yrs and he seems DEPPRESED ! Sleepy all the time etc. I didn't love bust ,but I heard she left him for much Younger guy "30" He's only been back 2 weeks so I'll give it a shot , but God it's hard I hurtSO bad, and I've been So good. I need some sort of emotinal Something !I feel like a used Doormat! Especially after Thanksgiving fiasco ! He was jailed for outstanding motor vehicle warrent back 10 yrs ago he never paid !! was pulled over for speeding and that cost me over $2,000 .00 He did thank me for it !!!! I really needsome prayer tonight I feel so all alone. I hope eveyone here has MUCH better New Year ! Love to all Katana

{{{{{{{{{{{{Katana}}}}}}}}}}}}<P>Take a few more deep breaths. Yes, I know it's almost habit by now!! This is gonna be rough, but it's possible you can make it work.<P>He may not feel remorse as of yet. It's awfully soon for that. Sometimes it takes a long time. But if you're committed to this thing, hit that Plan A and see what happens. Maybe that'll be what turns him around.<P>Hang in there, ok?<P>Lori