Well I hope everyone had a Merry Christms. Mine was ok I guess. W brought the kids to me at 12:30 today. She even stayed to eat. my mom and dad both got her a gift(kinda suprised her). When she was leaving I held out my hand for 5(thats what we do). She gave me 5. I held on. I did not want to let go. She left. <P>Some friends of mine came over to visit. I called her and asked if she minded coming over her to pick them up. She did. She met my friends. As they were leaving she didnt just jump into the car. She gave me a hug and said Merry Chrismas(SUPRISED).<P>I was doing ok till this. I havent posted in a while,cause she has been mad for some reason. Its easer to deal with this when she is mad. Tonight is not good. I want to call her.<P>She told me the other day if I had plans for New Years that she didnt mind keeping the kids. Next weekend is my weekend.<P>I think I will ask to spend it with her. This may be a mistake. we will see.<P>THanks <P>------------------<BR>brownphdt<P>

Good to hear from you again. And glad things went pretty well, all things considered.<P>Good luck on the New Year's invite!! Just be prepared no matter what, but hey, sometimes we gotta take a chance!<P>Lori

Lostva, Thanks for the reply. I hadn't neen posting due to the fact that I had nothing to post.<P>like I said she was mad, and it was easy. I wasnt calling her, I barely saw her.<P>Yesterday she looked so beutiful, then the hug, Gave me things to post about.<P>She told me that her family talked about me too. They said " we know Paul isnt here, but we see him running all through the house(my oldest boy could be my twin. I dont think she likes to hear that kind of stuff.<P>Thanks<P>------------------<BR>brownphdt<P>