I was here a week or so ago claiming that I believed my husband and things were going well. How stupid could I be?? I just checked his e-mail and there was an e-mail from one of his female friends (ex-girlfriend) who forwarded him a personal's profile with pictures. Here is a copy of the e-mail:
Hey Sweetie, Ok, here she is...for some reason it wont let me send all of them at once, so if u want to see the others I can send them on by one. But let me know u did get this one. Shawn asked me a good question, do u like thick women? I told him I wasnt sure, cuz I told him when u and I were doing our thing I was smaller than I am now,so I wasnt sure. She is tall, 5'7 but not too bad...yes I know smart a$$ to me that a big difference.. HAhaha..whatever So get back to me.

So if he isn't cheating yet, he's planning on it. WHAT DO I DO NOW?? I am sick to my stomach right now. He just called and could tell something was wrong, but I didn't want to talk over the phone. I need to get this out tonight, I can't sit on this. I just know he is going to have a hundred plausable excuses and I am going to want to believe him. I have 3 kids, 2yrs, 4yrs, and 11yrs. I need to be able to hold it together until the kids go to bed. I don't want them to hear this. I apologize to those to answered my last post and I dismissed you. I can't believe he is doing this to me! I know I sound like everyone else on here, it's just so different now that it is me.