Hi Clg,<P>Thanks for asking, I am doing ok. You know since I resolved to be content with myself, I can deal much better with the craziness around me. It seems like by my acting more in control I was able to difuse that horrible bubble around OW and H. <P>As you know, H has been home for going on 5 weeks. Ow's calls are reducing but not completely gone. I don't expect her to let up any time soon. If she does it won't be too soon for me. If she doesn't..... well you get the picture. <P>I have resolved to be resolved. Content with who I am and H has the job to make me happy. Who I am is a person full of love for my family and friends. H can be a part of it or go off and let me find someone who I can share my life with. H knows that and for now he is wanting to be the one who makes me happy. He needs a bit of help since he is somewhat depressed over his employment situation. Low self-esteem and all. <P>OW would love to and actually tried to place that blame of his depression on me but H said it was because of his work schedule (2 parttime jobs - both without permanent schedules). <P>Your progress is encouraging. Being calmer is healthier for our souls and puts us in more control. I will go over and read your letter. <P>You and WAT (on GQII) have both posted letters to your mates. Good forum to share info without them feeling like they are being picked on. However, they may find something to be upset about anyway, so if the right results are not achieved, may you just have to wait a bit longer and try again. <P>You though take care of yourself. I am proud of your progress. See, I knew you could come along...... you are even helping others. I am glad. <P>Take Care and thanks again for asking. <P>L.<BR>
