I am confused. My H called me @ wk to let me know that he was @ the house to do laundry and wait to see the baby, before he left tonight. We had a nice conversation till the end... He said when he got back we needed to sit down and talk... About everything, he doesn't want to drag this out and how to split everything. My H, was here @ home w/ my sister tonight before he left for his trip for work. To see the baby. He told her that no one talks to him, in the family excepy her. Jax said why wouldn't she, she is not holding a grudge. He told her that I don't talk to him, she didn't understand if he means now or before. She also said that he did not want to go on the trip and be in a hotel for a week, he was just hoping there would be a hot tub for his back. I miss him, my BESTFRIEND for the last 10 yrs. He also said not directly to her that he doesn't want to make me angry.
Can he have second thoughts????? Jax said he went to the garage to talk on his cell phone and smoke a cigarette. I think what he said to her was after the phone call. He called me tonight when he arrived @ the hotel, gave me the # where to reach him ETC....
I have so many questions, I wrote a poem, not a good one just saying that I MISS MY BEST FRIEND.
WHAT SHOULD I DO? ANY answers

doedoe1:

Do nothing about your H <img border="0" title="" alt="[Frown]" src="images/icons/frown.gif" /> . Please concentrate on your plan A. You sent him those letter if and only if he feel that you don't love him .... and from your post I don't believe that is the case so don't do it. When is your MC with SH or Jennifer ?

-rh-

I did not send him the leter, i think he may have seen it on the desk. I'm reading hs/hr needs, i like it i understand more, about me and him. i left him a vm on his cell phone. my first mc is on friday w/ steve. I miss him.

doedoe,

Waiting is the hardest thing ... right now you need to get busy to prepare for your conseling, please read on my prior posts to you on the other thread and focus on that. Nothing you do right now could change your WH's mind. WH has to change on his own ... you could only crate the environment for him to realize what he has loss.

Hang in there and hang in tough. Talk to your doctor to get medication if you have not already.

-rh-

I DID GET MEDS, I HAD THEM BEFORE BUT WAS NOT FEELING WELL TO TAKE THEM. I STARTED 3 DAYS AGO AND FEEL BETTER. I KNOW WATING IS VERY HARD, BUT HE DID CALL LAST NIGHT TO CHECK IN ON US. I WAS VERY PLEASENT AND ASKED HIM ABOUT HIS DAY AND TRIP. THANKS AGAIN FOR THE HELP!!!