Plan B sucks during a holiday weekend!! My sons are with their father for the weekend and I have no extended family to get together with. I really don't feel like joining in on a friend's family holiday. I just don't want to weaken and have contact with my ex-WS!! He'd probably jump at the chance, but he still has the OW in his life as well as their baby! Part of me hopes that he tries to contact me so I can show my consistent intent to not be involved with him as long as he has contact with her. Another part of me is afraid that I'll cave in!! I want him to feel as alone and non-connected as I do right now!!! Instead, he'll probably be with her (even though he says he can no longer stand her!?)or go visit his brother's family. IT'S NOT FAIR !!! He's the one who cheated, and I'm the one suffering by myself!! If this sounds like a "pity-party", so be it. I just get so tired of living with the consequences of someone else's choices. I so-o-o-o wish I could stop having feelings for him, but that hasn't happened yet.

Well, let's hope that the Easter promise of Light after a great darkness holds true for each of us. We deserve it!!

lilymarie,

How did your day go ?. My 2 D with my exW and of course OM is there too. They had Bunny Basket from me yesterday and wish them happy easter. For me ?, my family lives thousands of miles, I have no one here too. I know one thing I have myself for me. I visit a freind in the hospital, her family is far away & no real freind, live in the street and will have knee surgery soon. I cheer her up with a bunny basket <img border="0" title="" alt="[Smile]" src="images/icons/smile.gif" /> ... turn out her room mate has no one too. We gobbled up the chocolate eggs in no time. The rest of the day I try to recoperate from lack of sleep. I was on the phone with a freind in need. Now I am here to share with MBer. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Wink]" src="images/icons/wink.gif" /> .

Happy Easter. When the day come tomorrow even it is still in darkness, we know that we survive another day ... when the light comes we know that we will thrive. Hang in there. -rh-