Ok, she's back. not a great loss for the last week or so, but I'm back anyway. So, Sheryl, long posts again - oh well. you know I love you.<P>And in case no one knows, I've already had too many glasses of wine sitting alone tonite. d's at an all nighter and i'm lone,<P><BR>Well, I don't even care how long it is tonite. Where did I leave off? PT asked h to leave. He didnt'. she said he had to agree to: not working so much, spending more time w/ her, not coming to see me, getting a divorce. He agreed.<P>However......he called his mom on ,oh i don't remember, some night later this week. Talked about starting over, how good it could be, how much he loved me, what he should do to get everything started...<P>She told him. He told her they needed to talk some more and he would see her fri afternoon. He came over to hunt today, didnt' speak at first. Had breakfast ready for both of them, (h and bil) at 5 friggin 30 ion the morning. finally he talked a little. they went hunting.<P>came back in tonite, wouldn't have dinner. had plans at 7. wouldn't hug me goodnight. I made him. he asked me what he could do do help me. I said "give me a fair chance". (wans't drunk yet!) He siad I don't think I can do that. And walked out the door.<P>Spent the last 2 hours on the phone w/ mil. Sh's livid. ready to fight. PT says she doesn't even LIKW h, just want s him to keep his promises.<P>I'm sorry I haven't been here guys. I'm not coping real well. Coping better after the first bottle of wine (ok, I don't dring often, usually only takes 2 glasses tee hee) <P><BR>Happyt new year to all of you. Let's toast that 2000 is MUCH better than 1999!!! I promise I'll be back to normal soon. I hope so anyway.<P>Luv you all<P>Lori

Lori,<BR>God you are not alone!!! I'm here with my kids and feeling like****. I'm starting my second bottle of wine for today. GO BOONE'S FARM!!! And the pathetic part is I'm not drunk. Can't even do that right. <BR>My H is somewhere with a wh**e. Nice of him, huh?? The closer it gets to midnight the madder I get (and depressed too!)<BR>

Hey Lori,<P>I hope you made them waffles for breakfast. Because that's what he is doing. I should talk. I'm doing the same.<P>2000 will be our year. I have a feeling. No, not that Melvin type feeling. A good feeling that the new year will bring prosperity to us all. Be it financial or relationship wise.<P>Take care. You are starting to type just like Desiree. Rememeber, take Magnesium to combat the effects of a hangover. It really works.<P>See ya!<BR><P>------------------<BR>"It's not over till we say it's over! Was it over when the Germans bombed Pearl Harbor? H*ll no!" Blutto...Animal House 1984<P>Wishing us all the Best.<P>Medic<P>

Hi Lostva -<P>You're not alone, Lori!!!<P>I just woke from a Thera-Flu/Nyquil induced sleep - we've got an hour and 2 minutes left here on our east coast!!!!<P>You gonna make it, love? Talk to us!!!<P>He's just waffling like Medic says...doesn't mean anything!!! He will come around....you know it!!!!<P>In the meantime - you have to be content with us!!!! Lucky you, huh?<P>HUGS,<P>Sheba

Hey! I'm on the East Coast too!! (WV to be exact.)(And yes we do wear shoes here!) And I will be watching the ball drop.

Hey Where's [censored] Clark's New Year's Rockin Eve?.......What the heck is this Peter Jennings crap all day and night?<P>I don't like this!!!!!!!<P>It's not NEW YEAR'S without Dickie Baby!!!!<P>Hugs,<P>Sheba

I want [censored] Clark!!! Just doesn't seem the same without him. Go Away Peter, Give us [censored]!! (Oh no, that doesn't sound right!!) HAHAHAHA!!!! I think the wine is starting to take effect. I am finding myself retyping alot!!

Hey Guys,<P>You are aware that [censored] Clark is a muppet, right? Just like Big Bird or Oscar the Grouch.<P>And since when did you people start wearing shoes?<P>What's up with you folks? Talking about balls dropping, wanting [censored]. What the hell happened to this forum?<P>What would your Mom say?<P> <P>Medic<BR>

Medic,<BR>Throw 'em at me. I think I've heard all the hillbilly jokes there are!!! This is the late night forum. Just getting out a little frustration. HAHAHA!!!!

Medic -<P>LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL!!!!!!<P>Actually it was Mom that wondered where the "Dickman" went to!!!!!<P>Her exact words were...Where's that man [censored]?<P>HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!<BR><p>[This message has been edited by Sheba (edited December 31, 1999).]

Hey!! [censored] Clark's on!! Pretty good muppet don't ya think!!

Mitzi -<P>WHERE's he on? I can't find him....

ABC, of course mixed in with Peter Jennings. Not the best year for [censored] Clark, but hey, at least he's there.

<B>GO MEDIC</B> ROFLMAO

OH OK - I hear him.....can't see him yet though!!!! It's a comforting, familiar voice......but not the same with out the "Rockin Eve"!!!<BR>

LORI......... <P>WAKE UP!!!!!!!<P>You have 3 1/2 minutes girl!!!!<P>WAKE UP!!!!!!

Looooorrrrriiiiiii <P>Sweetie, you're not really truly alone, even though it sure as heck feels like it!!! In spirit, at least, we're all here for you, and there is always [censored] Clark, who, by the way those of you who wondered, was on the DONNIE AND MARIE SHOW in the States today and he didn't look a day over 37... <P>You've had one hell of a year, and it's time to throw it all away. H of yours is all out nutso right now... hopefully 2000 will be the year he pulls his head out of the fruit-filled pop tart!!<P>Love you and great big hugs<P>------------------<BR>~Sheryl<P>Nobody knows what you want except you, and nobody will be as sorry as you if you don't get it. ~Barry Manilow

Sheba, Mitzi -- Did you guys survive Y2K?????????????????????<BR>

I'm back! Had to toast the New Year with my kids. Cried a little, then called H and left a nice message wishing him a Happy Y2K. Also talked to my mom and MIL. Still not drunk yet, caught a little buzz though. Now the kids are pretending like they are pro wrestlers. Oh to be young again!!.........

Mitzi -- <BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><HR>Oh to be young again!!.........<HR></BLOCKQUOTE>Not unless they let me know what I know now