DD
Are you still out there? How have things been going lately? We haven't heard from you in a while. I'm hoping for the best but know the situation was pretty grim.

Still praying and best wishes.

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Thank you for checking on me. I have been lurking some but not posting - too depressed.

No I am not dark anymore. I came out of the cave shortly after she served me with divorce papers.

I LBed so much in the transition from A to B that I believe she just gave up what little feeling she had left. She has since told me she filed because I would not talk to her and she refused to go through the intermediary.

All bullsh*t maybe, but since she filed I have decided to go ahead and go through with the divorce and am on a railroad track path to the divorce. she will have to do something to knock me off the track because I am done.

I am doing the 180 though. Acting like I am gettin on with my life and she thinks I have a girlfriend (I strongly deny this to her [and I don't have one but went out for drinks with a girl from work and had her call me at home when the kids were sure to pick up a couple of times])
I am upbeat when I talk to her and just today she ask me if I wanted to come to the Christmas Eve get together at her parents - to which I said I would pass although a friend said I should go - it would be hard for me since this has been our tradition for 20 years.

Of course, tonight she is at the OM work party so I am really bummin'

My computer at home is bonkers so I only lurk, Mon thru Fri.

I hope you are doing okay.

Out of the cave in a 180, DD