Hello Everyone-
I thought I would drop a line and tell you a little something that I am doing to help me. First, I am seeing a councelor which yesterday was my first visit. I decided that I needed to help me no matter what was to happen to us. Second,I started a journal of my feelings and how I thought things were progressing.I thought that it would be a good way to vent and see how far I have grown in the times ahead. I know this is a long hard road for us BS's but we have no choice in the matter if we love our WS.All we can really do is hope,pray and do what we need to do to keep our sanity at the same time that we are trying to show our WS how we feel for them as they show us much of nothing. So you see with these boards and my councelor and my journal I have plenty of venting room. my journal is a place where I can say how I feel before I am ready to say it on here to you all. I hope this has helped someone as I would like to feel like I am able to help someone. This board has helped me a great deal and I want to be able to help in return.

Littlelady,
I decided the same thing for myself and I have my first individual counceling session tommorrow. I haven't started a journel although I should. Good idea, just trying to go on with life and take care of myself and do things that make ME feel good.