Had a wonderful holiday!!!!!!!! H and I had a great talk!!! he is so sorry for all the heartache he has casued but I told him it takes two, he admits he was stupid and flattered by the attetion,he had never been with anyone but me, so this is so hard. Anyway, we are doing great and I just keep praying for him to always be honest with me, he says he will, but as we all know that does take time on my part to believe. He has given me access to various things so I know exactly if there was any contact, but I have to learn to trust again and I will !!!!