Well Heart ache again, he called alright but to tell me two things tonight, he couldn’t talk and a friend who has been sick for a while died yesterday, H was upset and really wasn’t in the mood to talk he is going to be a pallbearer in the service Friday, He was upset and I couldn’t hold him. I know this may sound bad but I don’t know which pain hurts worse the death or the fact I couldn’t be there for him. This is the first time since we have been married that we have to deal with someone we know dying, in fact the last death was while we were dating and was my grandfather, it was after we got home from a date when we got the call he died. H drove back 30miles, to stay by my side and hold my hand so I could sleep, Now he needs someone to hold his and I’m not there, and Its all my fault.<BR>He promised that he would call me tomorrow so we could talk.<BR>I would like to ask everyone to send my H your prayers tonight to help comfort him. Thank you all.<P>Lesa<BR><P>------------------<BR>Take care and God Bless.<P><BR>

Lesa,<P>Yes... I will pray for you H...for his comfort... for his peace of mind. <P>And I will say a prayer for you...<BR>When you are stopped from comforting the one you love it hurts... <P>Jim

Thank you Jim you don't know how much this means to me.<BR>Lesa<P>------------------<BR>Take care and God Bless.<P><BR>

Lesa,<BR>Your in my parayers as well as your husband. <BR>God bless!!!!!<BR>Renee'

Thank you Renee<P>------------------<BR>Take care and God Bless.<P><BR>