I've said I was leaving before, and always came back because I was so genuinely interested in my newfound friends, and also because I believe I've become literally addicted to this place. I've said that before too... so nothing new there.<P>Unlike some others who are leaving about now, I'm not leaving to work on my marriage. In fact, I am sad to say I'm doing the opposite. <P>Call it what you want (and if airheart reads this, he'll call it "number 4") but I just have become so attached to this place that I can't seem to function in my real life. I have made some wonderful friends, and I will continue to email, when possible.<P>I could write my reasons, but I know you guys... you'd just tell me that David loves me (despite what I see and hear) and that I need to Plan-something...<P>Friends, I've tried. I'm tired. And that is nothing new either.<P>As this is truly an addiction, I'm sure I'll lurk about for a few days... but my plan is to really, honest-to-God, STOP and do whatever is necessary for my well-being... and that means finding some things to do when I'm normally planted in front of the computer. I'm alone so much, as many of you know, and I don't have my H to lean on, talk to, or even play with. <P>I think I have some possibilities, and I may not get this chance again. <P>Thank you everyone who has been here for me for the last six months. <P>I love you all...<B>ALL</B>... <P>------------------<BR>~Sheryl<P>Nobody knows what you want except you, and nobody will be as sorry as you if you don't get it. ~Barry Manilow<p>[This message has been edited by new_beginning (edited January 13, 2000).]

new_beginning --<P>Thoughts . . .<P>Hugs . . .<P>Prayers . . .<P>God Bless

I just e-mailed you and then you go do this!! We'll talk later. I need your advice.<P>Luv you - no matter what.<P>Lori

Hate to see you leave, but respect your decision. You'll still be in my prayers and thoughts. Don't forget to post your success story when everything works out...Love ya' and God Bless!

Sheryl,<P>I am going to miss seeing your name on the boards. I wish you all the love and ejoyment life can give you.<P>Do take care of yourself, you are a wonderful woman, don't ever forget that.<P>Bill<P>------------------<BR>BB<BR>

Sheryl,<P>Good solid friends are so hard to find...<P>You have been that for me and so much more.<P>It's sad to see you go...<BR>I understand why things that this have to happen...<BR>It doesn't deminish my Love and admiration for you... that's what happens with friends... the good feelings don't go away.<P>I didn't think I could ever shed a tear over a person I have never scene face-to-face... and now I have... I guess it's losing that day-to-day contact... But you know I will write... <P>Jim

Sheryl,<P>Wow. Again I say wow!<P>I completely understand every thing you have said. I wonder about myself some days? I respect your decision to leave. I applaud your determination and courage to move forward. I will pray for you and remember you always. I will forever be grateful for the impact you have had on me and the strength I received from reading what you wrote here. I wish you the best life has to offer. I hope all your hopes and desires are full filled. <P>Now can I say that I am SAD because I'll miss you. Yes, I know that is selfish of me! The sadness however but a truthful emotion. This is a place for truth and to let our feelings out.<P>Maybe we'll see you in the chat room occasionally? Hope so. If not I will dig up your e-mail address somehow and keep you posted once in a while as to what is happening. <P>Much love to you my dear. Go in peace and love. We'll be here routing for you.<P>------------------<BR>God bless you and all of us.<P>Samantha<P>

I am leaving too. but I need to thank you for all of your words of encouragement, not just to me, but to everyone who really needed to hear from a "friend". I had only been here for a couple months, but any posts that were made by you and a few others I really made sure I read. Your wisdom and caring words kept everyone here wanting to hear more. I hope the only challenge life presents you with anymore is what shoes to wear with what outfit. You deserve the "easy" street from now on.<BR>Nancy

Understand but it still makes me sad. But we all have to do what is best for ourselves. My prayers and hugs go with you. {{{{Sheryl}}}}<P>------------------<BR>di<P>

Sheryl,<P>I forgot to add...<P>Come back and visit from time to time.<P>I sure am going to miss you here.<P>Bill<P>------------------<BR>BB<BR>

Sheryl,<P>I for one will miss you so much. You have been there for me through a lot of my journey so far. I am not going to beg you to stay...only you know what you need right now. I just wanted you to know that you WILL be missed. Thanks for all your support and insight, you have helped so much. I will keep you in my prayers.<P>------------------<BR>Love and Prayers<BR>Nicole<P><BR>

Aw, gee NB...just when I was getting comfy on this forum, you decide to leave? What's that about? You're suppose to hang here with me--sort my troubles, ya know???? <P>Okay, I respect your decision...you know I love ya to bits and "ve 'ave otha vays of communicating" ... and besides, there's that gnarly party coming up too, right? <P>------------------<BR>Take good care, Francis<P>

Sheryl,<P>Yeah, what they said!!!<BR>Especially <BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><HR>Good solid friends are so hard to find...<HR></BLOCKQUOTE><BR>I, too, respect your decision and wish you happiness, luck and health on your journey. You have been so special and so dear to me. I will miss you here!!!!<P>BTW, you have mail...<P>Luv ya and lots of platonic hugs(hadda use that one one last time!!!LOL)<P>--DeWayne--

I understand. You will be missed. Take care of yourself and drop me an e-mail when you feel like it. - Janie

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Sheryl}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}<BR><P>------------------<BR>Lor<BR>"Do not get tired of doing what is right, for after awhile you will reap a harvest of blessings if you do not get discouraged and give up. (Gal 6:9)

I tried to reply before and my screen scrambled up and I couldn't hit the submit.<P>Is that a sign for you to stay?<P>Take care, where ever your journey takes you!<P>------------------<BR>Faith, Hope, Love Remain,<BR>but the greatest of these is Love.<BR>1 Corinthians 13:13

We only "shared" a little but like everyone else here, you feel "connected" to those who care enough to be here. Good luck. <P>Go in peace and take care of you.<BR>Lisa

Of course, as I said, I have been lurking a bit this morning - old habits die hard - and I thank all who have replied, and also those who have emailed me...<P>If anyone would like to email, my address is nbeginning@yahoo.com<P>I'm not sure how much help I can be, very honestly... but I do care for each and <B>every</B> one of you.<P>God bless!!<P>~Sheryl

Will miss you.

hello nb, appears you have made a decision? Just making the choice is the worst part!!!<BR>Whatever you decide, I wish you the best. I am outa here too, the last bashing burnt me out! Some of us share prositive motivators and encouagements. If you would like these via e-mail, let me know. cheryl_fnp@hotmail.com<BR>You will do what is right for you. Listen to your heart, listen to your gut, you will take the right path. (((hugs)))