Well, talk about a full day. My thoughts were all over from giving up to staying and bouncing all over. <P>Finally Lostva hit me over the head and demanded me to take care of myself. Some interesting circumstances occurred which I am not getting into but she waited while I called and made an appointment.<P>I am now on Serzone, to help me focus. As well my books finally came in the mail. So I am ready How to survive an affair. My (w) came out for supper (dont get your hopes up) we went climbing with the kids... Our 3 year old makes me soooo proud. Climbs like her mother... determinated and strong. I followed my plan A and was strong. We had a good fun night. And I felt good after.<P>The kids are in bed, out like a light.<P>So between the bad things and the good things I am doing alright. <P>Thanks for reading<P>J<P>------------------<BR>Now I know I can shine a light to find my way back home...VS

James,<P>Good to hear your feeling better.<P>Read, Learn, Live those books.<P>Bill<P>------------------<BR>BB<BR>