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#57137 08/17/01 02:38 PM
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My ex husband and I were married for 9 years. We dated and lived together for 4 years befor. To make this short. He cheated on me with my best friend. If tore my heart out and now he's wanting to try and work this out. He didn't leave me for her. The reasons why we divorced might sound stupid, but it comes down to I came down with an illness and us being married I couldn't get any help with the medical bills because he made to much money. Gary and I have been best friends since we met. We had a wanderfull marriage. We couldn't have children and in a way that brought us closer. He says he's still in love with me, and I know I'm still in love with him. I can't get past him and my best friend. He said that because I was too sick to have sex he turned to her. She addmitts she's in love with him. I've had several people tell me that if I were in the same position I would do the same thing. I was. His best friend Mike and I were and ARE physically attracked to each other, and one night we had the chance but after talking about it, niether of us could do it because of the love we both have for my ex. Can we make this work. I haven't seen Gary face to face for almost 10 months. I know there will be alot of things that have to happen first, but I just don't know if I have the strength to do it. When is it enough? How much pain does there have to be befor you finally say no more? Is is even possible to get over the hurt. He's cheated on me in the past and I worked through it, but this is so different. I feel stupid for even considering reconcilliation with him. PLEASE HELP ME. I'm so lost and confussed. My heart is tugging one way, but my head is saying stop. Right now, As MUCH as I am in love with him, the hurt of my B-Friend and my ex is almost more than the love I have. I loved her to. I confided in her, used her trust, cried to her. I've never felt this kind of betrayal and pain. If anyone that reads this has ever been here, please tell or help me figure out IF or HOW I can get through this. It almost killed me. <BR>Thank you. <BR>Darlene

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H. Bear-YOU ARE NOT ALONE! My H's affair was also with my ex best friend. It happened almost 6 years ago, but I just found out the truth at the end of June. It is by far the worst experience I can ever imagine. Like you, I also loved the both of them very much. She and I sewed together, traveled, ate together, walked everyday, etc. She claimed that nothing happened, and made me look like I was crazy for thinking otherwise. Now I found out they had sex in her car, at her house, made out at (our) office, and the very worst........were together in my bed. That is easily the lowest, meanest thing they could do to me. They both knew how important my house is to me. <P>Since I found out, I haven't slept in there. I am currently redoing another room to be a bedroom. I am sick of sleeping on the couch. I ordered a new bed, wallpaper, carpet, etc.<P>When this happened, they both were very firm that it was nothing, a harmless crush on my H's part. I even tried to be friends with her long afterward. She basically turned it around that whatever happened was MY fault and never really did tell the truth or apologize. She did say she "handled it all wrong and was only trying to be his friend." I have lots of male friends but I don't sit parked in my car having oral sex with them while our spouses are driving around looking for us, do you?<P>If your ex is sincerely committed to going to counseling and rebuilding trust, yes I do feel you could make it work. We have been in counseling twice, once 9 months after it happened (we were separated that long) and now, since I know the truth. He lied for 6 years and only told because he was "forced to" in counseling. <P>The lies and betrayal are so hard for me to cope with. I also feel like since she broke it off (to supposedly work on her 6 month marriage, a wedding we both stood in), he secretly still is in love with her and is settling for our marriage as 2nd best. He swears this isn't so, but a part of me will probably always think that.<P>My counselor keeps giving me this forgivenenss stuff, I feel like I'm being rushed. I'm not ready to deal with that yet. I have to TAKE CARE OF ME NOW. I rushed back into things with him 6 years ago, against my better judgement and I'm not letting that happen again.<P>I do know we will make it work. It will take a long time to rebuild trust, it took me almost 2 years when I thought it was EA only. It's hard for me also because I don't think her H knows the truth, and he is my H's closest friend (go figure) and business partner. I hate being around him, I feel like I'm lying by not telling him but my counselor said it's not my job. They have since divorced (her 2nd) and she moved far away. See, prayer works!<P>I have some questions for you:<BR>How long has it been since this happened<BR>How did you find out<BR>Did she show any remorse<BR>Do you have any contact with her now<P>I urge you not to get involved with his friend. It will only add to the heartache, and guilt. Oh, my H and I can't have kids either. It's been awful to deal with, tried for many many years. It was very upsetting to hear recently that SHE is pregnant but not married. Another piece of my heart broke when I heard that. Life is certainly unfair at times. But God will take care of all of us. Good luck and don't lose hope. Hope you reply!


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