First... a little "background"... I am 32 years old and my husband is 47. Yes, that's a 15 year age difference. We have a 7 year old daughter together (my only one) and he has 3 children from his previous marriage ages 22, 20 and 16. We have been married for 9 years... together for 10.
He doesn't have sex with me like he used to (less than half of what it used to be) and he is very controlling lately. I feel like I am "not allowed" to do anything! He questions me about everything from "where have I been" to when he walked in on me getting dressed, "why did I instintively cover up"? He holds me back from doing so much that I want to do! He just asked me what I wanted for Mother's Day. I said that I wanted to go and get my nose pierced. Nothing gaudy... just a teeny daimond (the smaller the better). Considering that I have 8 holes in my ears - which were there before I met him, what is the problem?? Isn't it MY body?? But... I am not
ALLOWED! This is stupid. I feel like he is my father and it is driving me crazy. I want to be "kinkey" and try "new things"... but I haven't had sex in ages and I am ANGRY at not having control of my own body! I do not need another father at 32 years old!! I am SO ANGRY!