we been thru a lot an she has friends tellin her things an her boss we been split up for 8 weeks now i can not see her or the kids its hard my son now is 1 on 911 i did not see him turn 1 so for the time i am away i am findin my self who i need to be i have a d h d i am takein my meds we use to yell an fight all the time an r kids seen it an hopein they do not hate me for it an the girl next door to us tellin my wife things that her boy friend did to her so she put a thing on him an now my wife did it to me i made my wife a nice pome its on here i am standin up like a grown man now fixin what i did to her an call her an i like to know if i am doin the right thing i have over 20 letters i been writein an 3 pomes hopein she sees that i changed who i was an now <img border="0" title="" alt="[Frown]" src="images/icons/frown.gif" /> i love her so much