Hi StevieB,<P>Do you still remember me? Your post intrigued me to write cuz I was having the same problem in about the same time as Heather so lots of thing she felt or you wrote she did I could relate with my self. And also now.<P>Few weeks a go, I felt very good with my self and with my life. I felt very contented with what I had achieved and how I had become my new self after been married for few months and been gone through rough period. So I started buying new things, new clothes, change the way I dressed a bit, wearing mascara to the office, try to set my hair in a new style, eat less and exercise more to get rid of some excess and they were all had brought up H curiosity whether I fell in love with someone else!!! Well, of course I am NOT in love with anybody but him. But his jealousy sometimes made me even better. Cuz now he realised that if he does not behave and appreciate what he has, some people will. So, you can call me evil, but I secretly happy that H's felt insecure about how I look. <P>Bad Saskia! Bad Saskia! Bad Saskia!

No, I say GOOD SASKIA, GOOD SASKIA, GOOD!! Your H should be kept aware that he's got a hottie on his hands and should act accordingly!! Good for you! Glad to hear you are feeling good these days.<P>------------------<BR>Love is meant to heal. Love is meant to renew. Love is meant to oust all fear. Love is meant to harmonize differences. Love is meant to bring us closer to God.

I think its great - keep him on his toes a little. Doing little things for yourself sure helps doesnt it? Take care, Magoskid