First off please pray I get my lease today to move to Florida !! I want to ask if anyone else here has been devastated by pornography. Specifically internet. The first time my husband and I separated it was a huge issue - and since he is still denying any involvement despite MUCH evidence to the contrary, I know it is wreaking much of this spiritual havoc I am experiencing. Looking back there were signs right away- for instance despite his claims of naivete in the marital bed and only a couple of sexual partners, he made requests from me and did things I thought belied his supposed innocence. He is extremely computer adept and can hide things well - the first time he had a separate internet account, unbeknownst to me! Currently at home we have a Christian filtered provider - but he still continually rejected me sexually, does alot of overtime at work (where there is a T3 line) and I feel spiritually oppressed. I am leaving him due to the verbal/emotional abuse and physical abuse - but I know the porno plays a big part in his sickness. The sad thing is from all I read it is the worst addiction and recovery is rare, at best. ANyone else deal with this/dealing with this? I think it is alot more prevalant and distructive than it is being given credit for.<P>------------------<BR>In His Grip - llp