I've been trying to access the General Board without success. Can someone on this board please email me if it's accessible PLEASE!<P>Thanks a bunch!<


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Hi Jo, yes the general board is down. But if you go to the list of forums there is a general board 11. Hope to see ya there. How are you doing????

Hi there TT.<P>I'm okay. A bit lonely, and I miss H ALOT. But I'm sticking to my resolve of not contacting him.<P>It's hurts, doesn't it. A constant gnaw in my stomache. I can dream about all these wonderful things we could be together but then I remember he doesn't want it/me. Hurts like the dickens.<P>It's so very ironic how right now our lives would have been perfect, H makes good money, I make good money. I have brought his OCs into our lives and I love them. I see the mistakes I made and I wnat to have a Beautiful marriage w/him, but he doesn't wnat any of it.<P>What will be more ironic is when he starts thinking he wants me back, I may have been too hurt to try anymore.<P>What can one do? (rhetorical)<P>How are you TT. Your latest posts tell me your resolved to moving and starting to take care of you and kids. No longer waiting on H for a turn-a-round, that miracle we all hope for. You know what I mean ... they show up one day when you least expect it, and they have flowers in hand and beg you for forgiveness, they cry and sob and tell you they made a mistake and can't live without you and beg for your forgiveness.<P>I think that scenario/dream only happens in our minds or in the movies.<P>Thank you for emailing me a post so I can get on General Forum II. I'll be there in a bit.<P>Post me your reply there TT, okay.<P>Jo