I used to love weekends, now I just hope to get through them without a major argument or feeling horrible because my wife is out until 1 am with her divorcing female buddies.<P>No anger here!!!!!!<P>Last night when I got back from an AA meeting and was getting ready for bed I told my wife that I missed her and she kind of made this face that said"what can I do" again I said I really do miss you and I just wanted you to know.<P>Then I said good night, of course then I laid awake for 2 1/2 hours thinking. One good thing today is that I have not shead a tear. I did tear up when a nurse asked me how my kids were but I didn't cry. This is progress!<P>I am still plan A'ing with the hope that she will come to her senses some where down the road.<P>I really love her and want to be with her. I believe we are very compatable but she has to be there!<P>I still don't understand but maybe some day!<P>Everyone please have a good weekend!<P>------------------<BR><p>[This message has been edited by hurtinginOmaha (edited September 15, 2000).]

Omaha,<P>Good for you on your progress! <P>It must be very hard to be in the same home that was "marital" and is now a "divorcing" home. Who wouldn't be extra confused, lost and upset?<P>Hang in there, sounds like you are getting somewhere. Remember, sometimes life can be two steps forward, one step back. Hang in there.<P>(It would help if the Huskers were playing tomorrow though, that would give you a couple of breathtaking hours of entertainment)<P>Peace from your NE neighbor,<BR>Ragamuffin

This is my name when I am at home. Yes it would be nice except when the Huskers play why wife has an 8 hour party to go to!<P>It is weird but I keep thinking if I can just be nice maybe she will see what she is giving up. Of course she is very stuborn.<P>Have a good weekend!