since that monday morning we spent the day together and talked. Holding back on feelings is just ot something either one of us should do ever. We should feel free to express our thoughts and feelings, without feeling threatened or hurt. <BR>I'm starting to look for a new job now and i hope that god blesses me with the opportunity to free myself of my current job. All it does is drag me done, quite honestly i feel depressed knowing i feel to go into work. So job search will now be my new best friend. I have a couple leads.<P>I hope everyone is feeling good and remember the only thing you can control in life is your breathing. <BR>So take a deep breath exhale slowly, and realize you are a good person.<BR>