hey to everone I know and all the new faces too, shoot its been a few months since I posted last but I think I needed a break.<P>mitzi,<BR> when we talked last you told me the date for your final hearin....well hun we did it again LOL mine is the 9 of nov at 2:00 Alaska time so it will be 5:00 here, its really odd that we keep doin this lol. but yes I was right about the Texas thing he finaly told me in june, and then told me he moved her into my house on my birthday...like he thought that was gonna do something to me anymore, I talked to him just as a friend would about it all no tears no anger, and I think it botherd him it didnt bother me but, shhhhh what he dont know wont hurt me. I just wish he would stop dropin me hints that he is missing me (even though I love it LOL) and he has actually told me twice he is sorry and once I was right, bout blew me over LOL. but he does in in E-mail so I can handle that if he starts doin that on the phone the calls will stop again.<P>but other than workin my butt off at the nursing home goin to school in the afternoons and bein a mom I aint got much time for anything,<B>INCLUDING MEN</B> lol (no offence guys )<P>well I'll talk at ya'll later I have a paper to do...dang it seems ever time I come here i'm goin to school and of course I come here before startin my papers LOL.<P>anyhow take care ya'll<P>Lesa<BR><P>------------------<BR>"It took me quite a while to realize that <B>the real deal</B> is to be able to be enough of a person on your own to know when somebody loves you and cares about you"<BR>----Stevie Ray Vaughan<P>"Trust in the Lord with all thine heart, and<BR> lean not unto thine own understanding." -Proverbs 3:5<BR>Take care and God Bless.<P> lms20ish@fidnet.com

LESA!!!<P>I think I told you that my final hearing date was Spetember 21. Well, they changed it to October 26. How disgusting!!!<P>Stick around!!! I want you to go to Nashville with us!!!!!!<P>What are you going to school for??<P>Hugs to ya,<BR>Mitzi/But Murph calls me Jodie

dont know about the nashville thing may be to busy I even have to work thanksgiving and X-mas but I will stick around. at least I dont have to be ther for mine but I do have to be on the phone...oh geeze isnt this gonna be fun LOL<P>Well teh vet tech thing wasnt goin anywhere right now no one needed me here so now I'm goin to LPN school, when I get done with it there will be a good pay raise for me and Earl says he is proud of me and all that jazz but for once I am proud of my self and I dont need to hear that from him.<P>Love ya hun <BR>Lesa<P>oh and BTW yesterday was my 10th Ann...and I made it through...all by my self with out a tear,or phone call or nuffin lol nothing at all like last year. <P>------------------<BR>"It took me quite a while to realize that <B>the real deal</B> is to be able to be enough of a person on your own to know when somebody loves you and cares about you"<BR>----Stevie Ray Vaughan<P>"Trust in the Lord with all thine heart, and<BR> lean not unto thine own understanding." -Proverbs 3:5<BR>Take care and God Bless.<P> lms20ish@fidnet.com <P><p>[This message has been edited by LMS (edited September 24, 2000).]

Hey Lesa,<P>Isn't it great to finally be able to get thru the day without crying? I can honestly say I've only cried 2 times since April. And it wasn't because I misses A*S or anything. It was because he acts like the kids don't exist. I cried because my kids were hurt.<P>Congrats on the job and school!!!!! I'd like to get a pay raise! LOL LOL LOL <P>Love ya,<BR>Mitzi

Lo and Behold it's the infamous LESA <P>How are you? You are always in my thoughts and prayers!! Anyways, you sound great! How are the kids? did you move yet? who watches the kids for you? <P>Well, November is almost here. I can't wait til my baby gets here. You know I still have the picture of your angels. I looked at them just the other day and it made me miss chatting with you. I'll soon have my a girl and boy too. I'm excited! Nothing new in my world. Just work and motherhood and I feel good. <BR> <BR>Talk to you later........ <P>------------------<BR><B>Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change...Courage to change the things I can...And the wisdom to know the difference.</B><P>lady_divine77@yahoo.com