I am sitting here waiting for a client to show up and thinking about the coming winter. Today it is cold and rainy in Nebraska and flurries are forcast for Friday.<P>I used to love this time of year making a fire getting the sweat shirts out. Now I am just bored and trying to push through the day. There seems to be little purpose, don't get me wrong the kids are a big incentive.<P>I just miss the touching, cuddling, kissing! Today I went to the office next door to check my weight and started talking with one of the nurses. She said "we have 3 nurses here who are single", my response was I don't think I am ready hell I still love my wife!<P>I just can't imagine any one ever taking her place!<P>I just finished with a client and it is amazing. He is a young man who is a product of three divorces by his mother and surprise, surprise he is having trouble with relationshipS!!!!!<P>Have a good night!

hurting,<P>Isn't amazing how getting through some days can be such a chore? It's not that we're sad or emotional, more empty and lifeless. Nothing seems to really be all that spectacular or exciting. We're just kind of "there", trudging through life.<P>For some reason, actually I know why, these last three days have been that way.<P>It'll pass eventually.<P>Take care.<P><P>------------------<BR>I am in this situation for a very good reason, it just took time to get over my own self-pity and understand why.