Day 12<BR>10/27/00<BR>8:01<BR>Last night was a pretty good one for me. On the way home I realized that 6 months isn’t very long to wait for a chance to spend the rest of your life with someone. Even a year in a lifetime isn’t that long… once I came to this realization, it was very easy for me to forget everything. To not even care what the hell she wants to do. Because after it is all done with she wants to try to make it work with me. She has got to do this for herself. I always knew that, but it was hard for me to accept. I know that she was thinking last night when I left that this was a front. An act. It wasn’t it is really how I feel. What is a year? A drop in the bucket in a lifetime. No sweat. I told her that I would go for as long as it takes… she also said to me. Don’t wait for me. If you find someone else then let it be… this isn’t about finding someone else....<BR> <A HREF="http://www.webpak.net/~jamesy/day12.htm" TARGET=_blank>http://www.webpak.net/~jamesy/day12.htm</A> <P>jby