I was up at O dark :30 this AM and on the tube was Apocolypse Now.......Dennis Hopper repeated a quote from Marlon Brando....." thi middle of life is IF " tell me that doesn't fit all the " walkaways " out there.......Here go for the MRI ......pray they find a brain....hahahaahhahah

Please let us know ASAP the results of the MRI. Since I hear that rattling sound when you shake your head no, I'm pretty sure they'll find something in there. Could be a rock though <P>You know my prayers are with you today.<P>CJ<P>------------------<BR>Judge your success by what you had to give up in order to get it.

Gary,<BR>My thougths & Prayers are with you.... I'm sure they'll find a brain too... question is.... is it connected?!? <BR>B

Yes I do have a brain........<P> Real spooky though , My Neurologist , NeuroOpthomaligist , and Endicronoligist were all there for the test , figured I was going to get admitted right then and there , but they told me " go home and get some sleep we will let you know in the AM " ya right I'm gonna sleep..... I hate crying , haven't cried in weeks...but I sure cried for the last two hours, and I friggin can't stop....

Faithful........Babeette<P> I see you are in Denver , I'm going to Aspen for snowmobiling the 2nd week in March....if I'm not crazy and in the rubber room , loe it there ...lived in Arvada for a couple of months when I did work for Sunstrand.....too friggin many hippies and granola eaters though...... Emotions all over the place today....time for something , a drink , a smoke or something a little less addicting like CRACK....hahahahhahaha

Gary,<P>Okay, well, I'm glad to hear you have a brain. That's a big relief--whew! Anyway, here's my thought. CRY!! GO FOR IT!! BALL YOUR EYES OUT and don't you dare numb it with drinks, smokes or crack (haha). You have be "strong" and "dealing with it" ever since this whole darn thing started and you need to cry! Add up W moving out and possible very serious illness and it equals CRY!<P>Here's the thing though. As you sit or stand there crying remember two things: 1)lotion tissue is worth the extra money, and 2)you are never, ever alone. For sure Mike (SoTired 2000) and Butterfly and I are there with you, praying for your sanity and your health--and I'm just as sure that there are several others thinking of you and praying for you who just didn't write. <P>So here's a kleenex (patting you on the back). Wipe your eyes and blow. <P>There, does that feel better? You'll be okay, and we'll be here with you every step of the way.<P>cindy_wolfe@blm.gov<P>{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Gary}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}<P>You are in my constant thoughts and prayers today,<P>CJ<P>------------------<BR>Judge your success by what you had to give up in order to get it.<p>[This message has been edited by FaithfulWife (edited November 28, 2000).]

{{{{{{{{{{{{{GARY}}}}}}}}}}}}}}<P>Yipee.... you've got a brain! Don't ya feel like the scarecrow in the Wizard of Oz! <P>And everything that CJ said.... especially about the lotion tissues. And, when you need another dry sholder.. I've got two.<P>Thoughts & Prayers,<BR>Butterflly