Hi,buddy.<P>I haven't heard from you in the longest time and I know you've been lurking around. Will you please come back on and let us know how you're doing? I'll be honest with you, my friend, I miss you. I miss joking with you, I miss fooling around with you (as in giggly and being silly), and I miss you're excellent insights and thoughts. Where did you go? When you are not here, your absence leaves a hole. We all love you and are concerned about you, and I personally miss you very much.<P>Your true friend always,<P>CJ<P>------------------<BR>Judge your success by what you had to give up in order to get it.

He's probably camped out at Allen Field House dreaming of another National title. God I hate being stuck in ACC country!!<P>Rock Chalk Jayhawk!!!!<P>------------------<BR>nick<P>it's only time that heals the pain <BR>and makes the sun come out again

Hey CJ,<P>Yes, I have been lurking some, but haven't really been out here that much lately. I don't mind coming back to read things from time to time, but some of the posts keep bringing back sadness and pain so I have been avoided it to a point.<P>Thanks for worrying about me and for the concern, but I am really doing fine. I have been going out more with friends and am just starting to enjoy being in my own skin again.<P>I have still been watching the football play-offs and yes Nick, I have made it to Allen Field House a time or two! BTW CJ, what the heck happened to the Broncos? Talk about the Cheifs sending their cheerleaders out on the field........ <P>I may start adding my two cents to more of these posts as time permits. I'm still trying to get my life in order regarding the job, finances, exercise, social life and things like that so we'll see.<P>Don't worry though, I'm always around in one place or another. Are you getting excited for the big party in Nashville? Remember, you guys need to take those pictures and post them on Butterfly's site!<P>You guys should have a blast.......<P>Well it's late and I need my beauty rest, so I'll check in with you later <P><P>------------------<BR>“What does not kill me only makes me stronger”<BR> -F. Neitzsche