Hi there all.<P>Well, the movers are coming June 26th. Moving back home to San Antonio. Every day its the same crap around here. He does not deal very well with anger lately, he used to be so levelheaded. He came home late the other day causing me to be late for work (childcare), and when I reacted that he never called as promised he just blew me off. So I told him it looks like I will have to take the next week off d/t the kids spring break as he refuses to miss a day of class.<P>He didnt even go to parent-teacher conf. yesterday although I reminded him that it was probly the last one he might get to attend. Then last weekend he had the nerve to ask me if he could keep our son (4 y.o) Hell no!!<P>I am moving home b/c you dont want this marraige. This family is fractured enough w/o you chosing him over the girls to ease you're lonliness and guilt.<P>We are still intimate. But it is easier day by day for me to not crave the physical closeness so desperately.<P>He told me in tender moment thaT "wishful thinking would be that some day, after some time has passed we can be together again if its not too late for you."<BR>This is why it is hard to be here. Cruelty and indifference coupled with the infrequent expression of love and hope.<P>He still questions me when I come home late. The other night was questioning me why my body felt so warm when we got into bed. Accused me of not really being at work. <P>I dont understand this at all! Yes I am grateful for the occ. affection and his possesiveness yet I cannot understand how he can still feel that way but not want me.<BR>He is still very attracted to me, even asked if we could have sex every day until I leave. <P>But every time an issue arises, (everyday type stuff) he acts as if I have NO right to get upset with him. He does no wrong, never apologizes. I do all the time, when I become angry. <P>My life has become a soap opera!!!<P>Opinions, thoughts?<P>Dara