I can't handle the emotional roller coaster and I keep messing up. We have been seperated for 3 months and our 10 year anniversary just passed last weekend. Nothing said by either of us.<P>I guess she is still giving me a chance or something because she calls me everyday. I just don't know what to do. If I call her or talk to her about us, then she stops talking and/or doens't call for a few days. It seems the farther I stay a way and the less I say, then the more calls I get from her. UUUUGGGGGHHHH!<P>My kid has started T-Ball and between T-Ball and passing off both the kids for them to spend the night with me, I think we see way to much of each other for her to have her space and be able to miss me. We spent all evening Friday at a T-ball game then going to a rodeo in which the kids just loved. Then saturday we went to the T-ball tournnment (which lasts forever) together with the kids and spent the entire day together which was great.<P>My problem is I keep bringing up the subject of us or the future of us and she keeps backing away. Not big things just little things. I feel like I keep getting the wrong signals from her, because we talk and have had so much fun together lately.<P>I guess I don't have any more patience left.<P>Life is tough when you don't have your kids around full time anymore!

Try doing the opposite of what you have been doing with her, make changes in your life and let her see them, you don't need to tell her what you are doing just do it she will see. <P>