<P>For those of you who have been keeping up with my story...he called today. He's been in NY for a week and a day. He doesn't have a phone so was calling from a pay phone. He kept wanting to know about me, and doesn't sound happy. He doesn't feel like its home. I kept asking if he missed me, and he said "Val you know I don't like to talk about stuff like that". Later he said he does think about me, and our son, his family...etc...because that's home. He seemed really uncomfortable takling about the whole thing. He said "what do you want me to do, hop on the next plane back?" He wasn't at all mean about it. He kept asking about me...I told him I was content which really surprised him. I told him I wasnt "happy", but content. He said he doesn't understand me because I apparently think so much of him, but yet I have all these new friends, boyfriends etc. Also, I had mentioned that sometimes I think about what time it is there and what he's doing and he said "I get thought about?" He seemed really surprised. I am soo confused!! Doesn't he realize how madly in love with him I am? I kept asking me if he thought about us, and he said "Val my answer is the same as in TX, no one can predict the future" The last thing he said was "quit sitting around worrying about me, your moving on, keep doing what your doing" then the phone cut off and that was it!!!!<P>Its obvious he isn't moving on, but he just got there...do you think he really means it (wanting me to move on)? Or is he just telling me that because he knows he cant tell me otherwise amd that its what I should be doing, and he already thinks I'm doing it very rapidly.<BR>He's real big on not wanting to stand in the way of anything. <P>Also, don't you think I have no choice but to move on? I mean, just because we move on does that mean we could never get back together? I just don't want him to think that I no longer want to be with him. I am only moving on because I have to. How should I be next time we talk? I dont want him to think I've moved on and so don't want him anymore...what should I do? Also, what do you think about what he's thinking? PLEASE HELP!!!<P>Val
