I just can't take it any longer. My WS moved out of our home in Nov and in with OW. D say and where he was living in March. Back and forth back and forth, telling me everything would be alright.<BR> Sun he said he would be moving things out of the house make sure the children are not around. Mind you 6 days prior he was in my bed and wanted to have sex. Never got things out on Sun. came back on Wed. I was out with the children. Moved somethings out and left alot. Ws came to see the children this past Sun. Expected me to go out with them. I did not, went to church then for a ride in the car. WS came back asked that I not throw anything out. I told him it was not mine and I did not want him to charge me for them. He then said "you don;t understand". Then he asked my 7yr old daughter for a hug. Saying he needed a really big hug, while looking at me. He kissed the girls then came over to me expecting me to kiss him on the lips,(yuck). I gave him my cheak, he then was offended and said again I don't understand. I said what do you expect from me?<BR>Well anyway. I have been dealing with this long enough. I have given it my best shot. He has done nothing at all. Still in my heart I can't believe it is over. I never thought he would give up everything. <BR>I will file on friday and guess his true colors will come out. I can do this, I can and will find the Love and respect that I deserve and my children deserve.<BR>I think he still wants his cake and eat it to. Why else has he not filed? He should have been a man and done so. Now I feel terrible being forced into this situation and be the one to look bad in my childrens eyes, for the time being.

(((Lostinny)))<P>I'm truly sorry that it has come to this. All you can do now is look out for you and your kid(s).<P>Hugs, Thoughts, & Prayers from Kansas<P>------------------<BR>Love, Bill<P>-There are none so blind as those who refuse to see!-<BR>-Stand up and do the right thing, even if your standing alone.-