I just found out from my friends in MN that the dissolution of my marriage was published today in the local newspaper that I used to work for. I was unaware that dissolutions were granted before all the paperwork was signed. I figured all the loose ends had to be tied up before a dissolution could be granted. I'm sure my ex will be pleased to read it in the newspaper, if he even reads it. I felt like I was going to throw up when my friends told me this. It's very surreal to see it in black & white. Then again, my whole life has been surreal since last November and everyone says it gets worse before it gets better.

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{toolateforme}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}<P>{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{toolateforme}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}<P>{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{toolateforme}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}<P>{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{toolateforme}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}<P>I do not know words to comfort you today. I can only think of Psalms 23:<P>The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want.<BR>He makes me to lie down in green pastures...<BR>He leads me beside still waters...<BR>He restores my soul.<P>Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death<BR>I will fear no evil.<BR>His rod and His staff, they comfort me.<BR>He prepares a table before me<BR>in the presence of my enemies.<P>Surely goodness and mercy will follow me <BR>all the days of my life,<BR>And I will dwell in the house of the Lord<BR>Forever.<P>toolateforme, I know that in many ways, today is the valley of the shadow of death for you. Maybe it would be appropriate to light a memorial candle for the death of your marriage, and hold a little funeral service. <P>Would you like some mourners?<P>CJ<P>------------------<BR>Judge your success by what you had to give up in order to get it.

You have come this far, you are a survivor and it will get better, take care of yourself<P>