Well I didn't want the D but after I accecepted the fact that ww would never come home, I can't get it over. Our first date was Feb , second date was Ap4 and now her lawyer has had that put off because he has another trial that day. The Judge is up for election so she will be busy until June and my lawyer says they all take off in July. So i am looking at Aug or Sept. Isn't that just great since I have been ordered to pay all her bills until it is finished. We offered her a huge amount of money to settle and her lawyrer is not sure it is enough. I am to pay for appraisals on all of the property and try to settle again. It is so easy for a high dollor lawyerr to order all of this but he doesn't have to pay for it. I would like to be free and get on with my life. I have now met someone i would like to take out but have refrained from doing so since I am still married. WW has not spoken in 2 months and has been out of the home for almost a year.
I read all of these post a few times a week and I often wonder how many of these people have mental problems. I fully believe that my ws needs help but until she realizes it she will be messed up. Oh what a difference a year makes in the life of a family. My 3 sons are going to Church with me tomorrow and that makes me very happy.

Happy Easter!
Christ is Risen!<p>My D trial has been postponed until June, also.<p>I am going to church tomorrow, but without my three sons, since WH has them this weekend. <p>"The Lord is my shepherd; there is nothing I lack....you restore my strength...You set a table before me as my enemies watch...my cup overflows...Only goodness and love will pursue me all the days of my life..." Psalm 23