Now been 3 months since dday and I rode by W house and car was not there, I think she has this person that she said had pick out for her next husband. I really wanted M to work, but she just will not give me a chance to show her how sorry, and repentent I am she is still so angry, and if you want to know more, read my post on general questions "about to give up" and you will get a better understanding of what had transpired, do I just wait for her to file and go on with my life and not wait any longer? I would sign the papers that she gave me however she took a lot of my personal property that I owned prior to our M, and if I signed the papers from a home kit, she would keep the property. She feels like she is entitled to it because of my stupid decisions, and that this is the consequence. I do not want to D, but should just get it over with at this point since she does not want to communicate with me?

I really don't have much to say, except take care of yourself, I know being here sucks.