Well I'm going to D HS graduation on Tuesday in FL, I haven't seen both daughters since July 2001 or now xw of 1 week DV since then either. Its been hard having to miss D's 12 grade year, I hope she'll get the truth why I couldn't stay around, just too many affairs and emotional pain WS displayed.<p>I don't know what to expect while I'm there, I'm sure I'll have some interesting news when I get back that can help someone....probably on the topic "what happens when you're 1,200 miles away from WS after affairs" and facing your X after divorce....how kids respond. I talk to them weekly but its a oneway conversation, I have to ask all the questions, they been programmed by XW to shut up and keep it disclosed of activitys or if they think I asking about where abouts, WW did the programming during the affairs in case as she said I was tracking her, she used kids as her buffer and now this is how they talk to me, [they talk to me in a coded way] desifering every word, analylizing each sentence, looking for something to run and say to her....WW made a deal with kids during that time such as" I'll let you guys do some dirty things and not punish you if you let me do my thing and not condemn me" so this make's me look like MR bad guy when order has to be set.....this caused a lot of disrespect to me so the 3 of them are in agreement against me that they can get away with things I disagree with...<p>Please pray for me as I go tommorrow, I have such mixed emotions!!
