I don't know why all of a sudden I am starting not to care what my husbands does? Is it because he has done so much too me already..(cheating, lying, STD's) All I feel when I look at him is either nothing or disgusted.. Has he finally pushed me away. In a way I am proud of myself for not letting him get to me anymore.. Now I can move forward to a better life. But in another way I feel sad because I have no hope for us in the future.. I don't think he will change. Just a thought, anyone have any opinions?