Pat,

Haven't heard from you in a while - I figure you are probably busy at the beginning of school & hope everything is OK.

Let us know how you are doing and when the Barn Dance is scheduled! <img border="0" title="" alt="[Razz]" src="images/icons/tongue.gif" />

God Bless,

D.

<small>[ August 27, 2002, 06:36 PM: Message edited by: WillGetThruThis ]</small>

me too.

Me three!!!!

Dawn <img border="0" title="" alt="[Smile]" src="images/icons/smile.gif" />

Hope everything's okay!!!

Bump bump bump for Pat

Hi everyone!!!!

Thank you for your concern....there is something major wrong with my computer. I can type for a few minutes--then it just stops. Going from one post to another is a nightmare--takes five minutes to get there.

I am doing ok. Life is back to our hectic schedule--plus some. Soccer has started, work is hectic, and trying to keep up with the house, yard, horse and other things keeps me moving!!!

Emotionally, I don't know where I am. I am still seeing my friend. We have a lot of fun--but I am still sad over my marriage.

My exH called today to talk to the kids for the first time since July 29. He acted all loving and supportive, put his girlfriend on the phone to talk to my son. Yuck. He hasn't paid any bills since May--the creditors have been calling constantly--even at my work. I was in St. Louis yesterday for my daughter's soccer game. He has given her nothing for college--didn't even answer her calls until last night. He called her when we got back to her college dorm. Guess he is trying to reconnect with them after abandoning us for a month.

He sounded all cheery and happy. He told Kyle that Miss Leslie joined him in everyone of the cities he had been in. Must be nice. Can you imagine what my life has been like here.

He wants the kids next weekend to have "fun". Miss Leslie told Kyle that they will catch up on everything he has been doing. My question is "How does he catch up on over a month of their lives?"

How am I doing....I don't know. I guess ok...Still feel like an abandoned soul tho. We went to Branson for a day on Saturday--it was fun. Life is moving on--but this mess is still so horrible for me. I wish the nightmare would end. Obviously, he has no regrets for what he has done and seems to be perfectly happy. Wish I could just move on like that.

Thank you all for writing...I have thought a lot about you. Somehow, I have to get this computer fixed....as soon as I do--I will try to catch up with all of you. In the meantime, take care of yourselves. You are in my prayers and thoughts. Pat

Hi Pat,

Good to hear from you. I can soooo relate - minus the horse

Life is back to our hectic schedule--plus some. Soccer has started, work is hectic, and trying to keep up with the house, yard, horse and other things keeps me moving!!!

How am I doing....I don't know. I guess ok...Still feel like an abandoned soul tho. We went to Branson for a day on Saturday--it was fun. Life is moving on--but this mess is still so horrible for me. I wish the nightmare would end. Obviously, he has no regrets for what he has done and seems to be perfectly happy. Wish I could just move on like that.

Just wake me up when this nightmare is over maybe we'll find out we were both in this bad dream.

God Bless,
D