i JUST REALIZED THAT MY LAST SEVERAL POST, WHERE POSTED IN THE WRONG PLACE, EMOTIONAL NEEDS. IS THERE AN AREA FOR THOSE IN DENIAL, CAUSE THATS WHERE I GUESS I SHOULD BE. MY H AND I WHERE SEPARATED FOR 5 MTHS. WE'VE JUST MOVED TOGETHER W/ OUR 2 YR OLD. ITS BEEN ROUGH. HE LEFT ME, SAYING HE WAS GOING TO SEE A FRIEND AND NEVER CAME BACK. NOW IT SEEMS LIKE I SPENT ALL MY TIME AT HOME W/ SON 8 1/2 MTHS PREG. WONDERING IF HE'S COMING BACK THIS TIME. HE ACTS UNHAPPY, SO HE CAN GO OUT AND HANG W/ FRIENDS. WHOA, I GUESS HE IS UNHAPPY! I'VE COME BACK TO MB BECAUSE MY MOTHER HAS OUR SON AND MY H DID EVERYTHING HE COULD DO TO BLOW ME OFF. HE WANTED ME TO BE MY PREG SELF AND JUST WANT TO STAY IN THE HOUSE, BUT NO, EVERYTHING HE SUGGESTED WE DO, I WAS ALL FOR IT. UNTIL HE HAD NO CHOICE BUT SAY "I JUST WANNA GO RIDDING" I SAY "OK LETS GO" HE SAYS "NO, THATS OK, I WANNA GO BY MYSELF. HE CALLED TO SAY, THAT HE'S AT A FRIENDS HOUSE WATCHING THE GAME. WHAT ABOUT US. HAH, THERE IS NO US. MY H DOES EVERYTHING HE CAN TO GET AWAY FROM ME, SWARES HE TRIED, TRIES TO REBUILD OUR M, BUT I SWARE EVERYTIME I LOOK HE'S RUNNING THE OTHER WAY.