I kind of lost the previous thread that I had going and figured I would give an update. We have both been to the doctor now we are waiting for test results from the doctor to find out if there was/ is a medical reason that her affection for me diminished so much. We went to a marriage counselor, and are currently looking for another, one, our insurance would not cover her, (not in our plan) two, we didn't like her style. Things have not improved between us much. I am still wanting the D, and have caught myself becoming extremely iritated by minor things. She has gone back to old habits as well. Woke up alone again, she had gotten up in the midddle of the night and moved to couch. Weather is getting cold around here, and I should have noticed sooner. The waking up alone really does me some damage because I feel abandoned when this happens. Our sex life is non-fulfilling for me and mechanical from her side, she was getting real involved as though it would fix everything, I was not coming away satisfied, just kind of drained. It has now gone back to seldom, I damn near think none would be better. I am going to have to find another counselor to try have a list that is on our plan, she isn't moving to get anything set up as my counselor told me I need to let her do. ngotta go now, thanks for your past posts.

Went home tonite after last post, defecation entered plane of rotary oscillator. She got all po'd because I turned the tv and the heater up. I responded by locking myself in the bathroom and taking a hot bath to relax. Afterwards my sister called and told me my brother had been in an accident (no serious injuries) and needed to borrow my truck for a few days as he is moving his girlfriends kids in with them this weekend. This resulted in second launch partialy due to my bad mood last time I loaned my truck to my sister to move. I didn't see it for two weeeks got it back out of gas, coolant, and was returned by my brother. She proceeded to yell about they only call when they need something, cars are broke down, they're stranded and on and on. She seems to forget I've moved her siser across 2 states, gone out with the car trailer at 2 in the morning to tow her home etc. and put a roof over both of her sisters heads a couple of times. I of course went and towed my brothers car home for him, loaned him my baby truck and utility trailer and headed out to my office to read some posts, surf a little and remember why I'm not divorced yet. Also found out she "forgot" to call Dr. about test results today and set up appointment to go over them.