Many may read this, though I only care if one does.

I used to have a dream that I couldn't find you, only to wake up and find you beside me and hold you.
Now I am awake and having that dream.
We started out so fast and couldn't get enough of each other, it was just us, you and me.
And then for so long I tried to change you, never appreciating the love you gave me.
We drifted along on this ocean of time, never knowing where we were going.
Along the ride I hurt you so much that towards the end you could not feel pain.
I followed you down the path ever so reluctently to parenthood, only to find new love beyond all belief, two little stars sent down from the heavens that would love us no matter what.
I could have never imagined not being there for them, there in the next room, there in the car, there in the store, together us four.
But as our ship breaks apart and the life preservers are thrown, I pray we are all rescued and taken back home.
For I have missed you for oh so long.
The many times I heard you come home my heart would pound with excitement, I would see you drive up only for me to say something wrong.
If only I could see you for my heart I fear could not stand it.
The letters we used to write, to see my name written in your hand with the word love beside it brought me so much joy.
And now the only letters written are by attorneys who don't even know us, and there are no words with love.
You may have found somebody new, someone to ride bikes with, talk with, eat with, be with.
That somebody I wish was me, to see my name written in your hand, to see our daughters grow with, you and me, nobody can love them like we can, cause they are half you and me.

So as Valentine's Day nears I'll be thinking of you, knowing that I won't see you, but knowing that you'll be in my heart.

So I'm saying a prayer that by the grace of God you will see this, but I know that is just a prayer.

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