Wondering if anyone within the MB community has come across good sermon teachings on the spritual providential deeper meaning on "Betrayal" itself.

I am trying to step outside my own emotional limited understanding about adultery on the mirco personal level of understanding and need to understand the macro level. Grasping the bigger picture of what BETRAYAL, is all about to apprehend it's significance.

Under the realm of sprituality. I know that affairs represents symbolically a much greater purpose and know that the agony/ betrayal experince has true value.

I once read somewhere when the airforce planes get lost in the heat of a heavy battle due to heavy fog, clouds, turbulence and their own instruments get out of wack and misdirect them. They will sometimes purposely flipside their aircrafts, fly their planes upside down get out underneath fog/clouds to gain an accurate overall perspective and reclaim the situation to view the giant map of the skies to regain their bearings, re-gain their navigational direction/resume purpose.

This concept really speaks to my heart today and I would so benefit and appreiciate from hearing from real pro flight navigators.

More understanding needed on my part to get out from my own binding emotional clouds, and personal fog to get myself out of the low morale state, crew (kids) airworthy again and back to safer sky zones.

The only thing that comes to my mind at the moment is the book "When godly people do ungodly things" or something to that effect. I'm not sure that is what you had in mind, but it helped me.

D.

I can relate the meltdown factor. My STBX has lived much the similar way and it has been chaos to live with him. Sadly he doesn't have any remorse in the least.

Wondering what did you learn from the book's perspective? I am doing a more through indepth study on the meaning/interpetation of Christ Agony/Betrayal. I believe there are deep life teaching applications lessons to learn from the betrayal/adultery and how to over come.

There is a reason why we were selected to go through the betrayal lesson from those closest to our hearts. I am wondering what does God what me to really understand here that I am not grasping.

Smiles.