My husband and I have been married 4 years.<BR>He lied about who he was when we met and was still married when I met him.My kids hate the way he treats me,he does not beat me or does drugs or drink and does not smoke either.<BR>He is a truck driver for FED EX,and is always home,I love to window shop and go out for walks to the park ect,I love the outdoors.<BR>Last Sunday my 15 year old wanted to take me to the movies,we were out at the time and she said "Mom want to go the the movies?"<BR>So I called him and told him what our plans were and where we going to be he got upset and and said"Did not know you were going to be gone to long,so we came home.He has not taken me to a movie since we got married.This past Sunday I asked him if we could go out somewhere and we did not need to spend any money.He always makes us feel bad because he says sorry I do not make enough money,but we just want to go out for a picnic or something that would not cost us alot of money.My gets a child support check and spends her money on me and her brothers and sister,but when she wants to treat us for something he will not lets us go any where,for the past year I do not feel any love for him anymore I pray to god about it.I want to to do the right thing,in the past I had affairs,because he never wanted to do anything with us and ignore me alot .<BR>I know 2 wrongs do not make a right,but I want to do the right thing this time.I now go to church and trying hard to fall in love with him ,but I can't.Please pray for me.