My w and I have met and worked through everything. She is going to sign the papers tomorrow and I have to tomorrow afternoon. On october the 10th. it will be final. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Frown]" src="images/icons/frown.gif" /> Although it is almost over, we have gotten along better over the past 3 weeks than we have in a very long time. We talk on the phone as though nothing has ever changed. We joke, laugh and make small talk. I so would like everything to come back together. I love my wife dearly and I am not ashamed to say it! I have put all the bad things behind me. I really think we could have a relationship again but I know she has to want it too. I see difficulties with her and I juggling schedules to balance out our children and it is somewhat of an inconvienance on both of us. I hear her almost say in her tone that things were easier before all of this. I am truely trying to be there for her, someone to talk to. I would like a friendship with her(after all we have been together for 20 years!). I am keeping the attitude that she needs to find out what she is looking for in life. I don't know if it's the "Grass is Greener" type of thing but I am not pushing but just setting back and trying to just be there for her. I pray often everyday for her. My b-day was monday but she did'nt mention a thing about it the few times we talked that day. I pray that God will give me the patience to keep the hope in my heart for us. Even my parents are sad and upset with her but have told me that they still love her. I really don't know what she's looking for but I want to give her her time to explore.I thank God for my friends. They have really been there for me when I need a shoulder. Please keep us in your prayers.

Hi Adam,

Please visit www.rejoiceministries.com and www.restorem.org

and read this awesome testimony below (it's a church newsletter... scroll down to "My Husband, My Hero")

http://www.grace4u.org/newsletter/QOG_Dec_01.htm

God bless you. I hope and pray with you that God restores your marriage!