Things have changed. At about noon today it will be final. She has to appear in court and do whatever it is her and her attorney need to do. The papers were sighned yesterdayby us both. I have read numerous stories and talked to numerous couples on reconciling. I pray that God has that in our future. I will not give up my faith and hope in him. He is the KING OF KING AND LORD OF LORDS and with him all things are possible! I pray that he will even use our children to reach her spiritually. I even heard yesterday that the thing she was in with the OM is falling apart but I am not going to concern myself or focus on that. I just want to be there for her and show things have changed. Things can and will be different. I accept responsibility for blame and forgive her. Her family still wants to keep in contact and visit with me. Is this a bad thing? I have tried to give them space as well and have always waited on them to make the first move. Well that's about it. Please keep us in prayers. GOD IS KING.

Jesus is indeed still seated on the throne and He is watching over you both. Your W is in a time of confusion and denial, hopefully she will someday come to her senses. Your task now is to take care of yourself spiritually, physically, emotionally. Draw closer to the Lord, get involved with a men's ministry, go out and have some fun. Your story is not yet finished. God bless!