Well, I have taken a huge step and enforced some tough love. After a year plus of hell, my oldest son (17) pushed me to the limit that I told him pack his bags and go with mom. Not a proud moment and will readily admit it is killing me...He is and was very angry w/ me..of course WW blasted me and gave me the huge guilt trip..I have just had enough of being taken advantage of..After all the hell and hospital visits and meds and police and courts, not to mention the emotional turmoil of WW becoming P by my BF, which I still work with....I have absolutely had enough...WW now has all 3 kids, got rewarded for her behavior and I am still trying to heal from all this....I asked my Attny to get the D done....WW has been stringing it along to try and get more out of me as well as her own interests...I am so done that I am amazing myself....This is not me, but I have been so pushed, that I will not take any more....I have set limits and am moving on...I do not know and may not know if this was the correct action, but it sure sent my son a message...after letting my WW walk on me and humiliate me for over a year, I am feeling some self respect....I love my children and miss them dearly, but how ironic, I the BS wind up in the 4 bedroom home alone while they have flocked to WW....I have to pay her legal bills as well as much more and lose my kids in the interim after damn near dying, (2 hosp trip)sleepless nights, loss of weight, confusion and all the other ugly symptoms that affect the BS....As I sit here alone, I will not let this destroy me...it already has to some extent but I do have a strange peace about things..A peace of knowing I tried so hard and my kids are just angry and confused...not to mention how WW paints me as the cause of all our current problems..Well, just rambling but will accept any comments or criticism.....
