I am really confused on what's going on with my marriage! I have been married for 4 years now. We have had quite a few problems with our marriage. My H has hurt me numerous times emotionally. He has never cheated on me physically but he has emotionally with women on the Internet. As of right now our marriage is not awful, but it's not great. We no longer have the Internet so my H is not talking to other women, but I still can't get past what has happened in the past. I do not love him like I use too! Lately everything that he does, he gets on my nerves. I do not want to have sex with him because he does not turn me on anymore. I look at him and all I see is a very annoying person. I have tried to get over this but I can't. Whenever I walk down the street I see other guys and wish that I were married to them and not my H. I am just so confused. Does anyone have any suggestions on what I should do?

I wish I had that answer too. I feel almost exactly that way. Sorry i can offer any advise but I wanted to let you know you arent alone.