Hello all!

I have missed you all a bunch -- computer has been down and as of yesterday I have a new one gracing my computer. As a result of being down for two months, I found that my attitude has taken an about face. Being computer-less has made me really spend time thinking about *me* and not reading about the pain that everyone is going through. I truly think that part of my problem was being so tied to MB kept me from growing myself. Daily, upon waking I would come to the board and read of all the pain that everyone was going through and of course re-living the pain that I was in.

I did realize that you were all a lifeline for me when I needed it the most. The healing part comes when you can walk away from here little by little and come back and say:

Thank you....from the bottom of my heart for keeping me sane....from sharing your hearts with me, and your lives.

I know without a doubt that you all will make it to the top and be able to look beyond.....and know that whenever we need to, we can always come back to the comfort of MB and those who truly care about us.

Kudo's to all and thanks for being there for me!
xoxox

Sounds like things are going pretty well for you elan. Congrats on your new puter!