<small>[ August 09, 2004, 08:58 PM: Message edited by: laura_lee ]</small>

<small>[ August 09, 2004, 08:59 PM: Message edited by: laura_lee ]</small>

<small>[ August 09, 2004, 08:59 PM: Message edited by: laura_lee ]</small>

lauralee

I really appreciate your support, you tell it like it is. You tell like it is, I mean by you hit the nail on the head. I am doing nothing to deserve the way I'm being treated, she really treats me as if she does hate me,so she must hate
me.
I guess I am just having a hard time letting it bother me by her actions towards me.
Today my ex picked up my kids, 5 minutes later
called me to say they needed to come back by they had forgot some clothes that were needed that night. Then my ex called, she said just leave them on the curb she will be right there,
leave them by the curb of all things.
So I am outside by the curb when she drives up, except she stops about 50 feet away, then waits till I move away from the curb before she drives up to get them.
Either someway she has convinced herself to be afraid of me, or she is continuing to put up a good act. I don't know.
It was if she had to grap these clothes out of the monster's den, but had to wait till the monster (me) was far enough away before she could rush in to grab them, then run away.
Is it just her making her act this way, is somebody telling her to do this, does she just feel to guilty when she is near me.
I don't know how much more of this I can take, or for how long it has to go on this way.
I am going to fight her actions with actions of kindness.
Let her have her fog.

<small>[ August 09, 2004, 09:00 PM: Message edited by: laura_lee ]</small>