And I am doing pretty darn well!!! Thank you very much!!!
I am honoring my x's request for no contact of any kind from me. He doesn't want me to send pics of kids or grandson, that is depending on me to much. (I am the only one with a camera, but anyways) X's is back in Korea remote for a year.
He calls house once a week usually about the same time, I don't or won't even answer the phone.
I am a person that has always done whatever it is I wanted anyways, and probably would have continued sending the pics and stuff and just decided why? Why should I? He obviously doesn't want them or appreciate them or the effort that I put into it. This was something that was hard for me, he could be stupid as far as I was concerned but I didn't think that he should miss out on pics and stuff. And now that truly is on him, he would have to beg me to send him a pic of one of the kids or grandson.
Grandson was baptized today @ church and I taped the whole thing our YD was the godmother. Took lots of pics afterwards and could have very easily sat down here and e mailed them to him, but I didn't, why should I waste my time?
This has taken a long time for me to get here, I still wanted him to be a good dad and as I look back, I did a really good job making him into a good dad, he never really had to do much, I set things up for him to be the good dad. A friend pointed that out to me a few weeks ago and it wasn't til today when I realized that myself. Wow!!!
Is it ok for me to stil feel sorry for him and for what it is he is choosing to miss? But now I don't care that he is missing it, that's on him. I would have included him like today by sending the photo's and other stuff. But why should I?
Anyways this is a nice place to be after two years, where will the next year take me? I wonder!!!!!
Take care all,
Love Dawn <img border="0" title="" alt="[Smile]" src="images/icons/smile.gif" />
