I'm struggling to get over my ex...

It's hard, it's so hard... I wish I have been given a chance but he rejected me twice... I dun wanna beg, for I am not sure if he's the right one for me at the end of the day and if he really changes for the better and rid his bad temper... afterall I dump him, I'd hurt him cos of a short fling...

He used to claim he loves me and even fight with OM over me... but he started dating another girl after the court hearing...

Tell me... is this all about pride and ego? What's love?