Someone please help. My husband and I seperated about 2 months ago to get some perspective on our troubled marriage. He started coming over to my new home almost every night for the first 6 weeks, and I truly believed that things were finally going to work themselves out. One day about 3 weeks ago he suddenly stopped calling me, coming over, or accepting my phone calls. When I would call and leave messages on his machine, he wouldn't call me back, even when I would leave tearfull messages. Yesterday when I tried to call he picked up the telephone only to hang up as soon as he heard my voice. We have been together almost seven years and my heart is broken. I even filed for divorce thinking that that was what he wanted, and I still have not heard from him. I feel like there is no closure. This pain in my heart is so deep that it feels like I can not go on another day. We have been with each other through some really terrible times, and I can not believe that this is happening. Even if he called me and said that he never wanted to see me again, that would be easier than what I am going through now. If I did not have two wonderful girls, I don't think that I could get out of bed every day. This pain is almost too much to bear. Please help, I don't know what to do. Please tell me that someone out there knows how I am feeling.

God Bless You Samara~~Although I cannot identify with your particular situation (they are all unique) I CAN offer you words of encouragement, which everyone needs:-) Don't do anything out of haste. You said in your post that you EVEN filed for divorce because you THOUGHT it was what he wanted....don't be so quick to judge. As we all know, OUR time is not God's time (UGGH, don't I know it!!!!)--wait on the Lord. His eye is on the sparrow, SURELY He's keeping his loving arms around you! Be encouraged! I know it is difficult. One of the most difficult lessons I've learned on this journey is to PRAISE God through it and even FOR it. It doesn't come easy, but I promise you it works! When praises go up blessing come down. If all you can do is drop to your knees and say "thank you, God" right now...He knows what a strain it is for you and you will be rewarded. I'm not the most patient one in the world (if patience was a bank acct I'd be so overdrawn they'd be coming to get me!) --I know what you mean when you say it would be better just to know now! Use this time to draw nearer to God. The rewards are unspeakable. I pray that God's peace that passes all under-standing consume you right now, this day, in the Name of Jesus!! God Bless You~~Min